
#1 Amazon Bestseller 7 months running!

First Place winner, published nonfiction, WriterCon 2025

Ranked by Tales and Text in their list of all-time top 11 Submarine Books!
Available in Kindle, Paperback, Hardcover, and Audible
About the book
The author graduates from an elite university and enters the submarine service in the mid-1980s when rhetoric between the US and USSR threatens to turn the Cold War hot. He encounters an unforgiving world where submarines hunt each other unseen and unheralded in the ocean depths and in which minor mistakes can result in catastrophe. On four classified missions to the Mediterranean Sea, the North Atlantic, the Barents Sea, and the North Pole, he gradually and painfully learns the trade of a nuclear submarine officer in a world few people know of and even fewer have experienced.
These missions exert a heavy personal toll. At sea, the submarine crew exercises total radio silence and the rescue buoy is welded fast to the hull, ensuring that their families will never know if a catastrophe occurs. During these missions, his young wife suffers a miscarriage and later gives birth via emergency C-section, all while the author is at sea and unaware. While she undergoes these trials alone, the sub conducts missions vital to the security of the United States. Far from home, in the unforgiving depths, they track adversary submarines in dangerous games of cat and mouse where a mistake could result in a collision, flooding, and death. A storm damages the sub on the way to the North Pole, jeopardizing the ability to surface through the ice. They finally do so, after weeks of transiting through underwater ice canyons of pressure ridges capable of rupturing the hull on impact. While under the ice the crew suffers a poison gas leak and has to find a hole to surface quickly or perish.
The main theme of the work is growth. As the author journeyed to the ends of the earth and the depths of the ocean, he also made a personal journey from a sniveling boy-man to an apex predator of the deep. Sub-themes are how men and women cope with adversity, and how when things are at their worst, people are at their best. It is a tribute to the human spirit, especially the men who sailed these ships, and the families who loved and supported them.
Reader Reviews
— While most other submarine books I’ve read focus on accomplishments —this book — through superb granularity and accuracy while maintaining a delicate margin away from the classified, gives the closest glimpse of life onboard a nuclear boat I’ve seen expressed so far. My heart felt gratitude for such an inspiring account.
— best account of sub life that I have read.
–…very well written, entertaining,
–… well written narrative
-the most accurate description of life on a fast attack boat that I have read
— …very well written and engaging first person account
—He has a way of writing that makes you want to turn the page
— Great storytelling
—This book is a great read
You made my 24-hour club. Those are books I have read in less than 24-hours, from start to finish.
—one of those books that you keep after reading.
—I found the book captivating and hard to put down
—I couldn’t put it down
— I found this clearly one of the most real life examples of life at sea. It was hard to put down.
I’ve read over 20 non-fiction books on Cold War Submarine missions and this is my All-Time favorite.
— I think everyone will find it a great story. Thank you!
— If this was a movie, I would rate it above “Run Silent, Run Deep.”
—I laughed till my gut split in places, and I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing in other places
——Instead of going to bed I stayed up all night to finish reading this book
— Most authentic nuclear submarine account I have ever read
—Like the works of Edward L. Beach, there’s a great deal of fascinating technical detail here, but unlike similar books, it’s not sanitized for public consumption. It reminds me of a similar submarine memoir I enjoyed, Iron Coffins by German U-boat commander Herbert Werner. Like Captains Beach and Werner, Commander Rausch pulls the reader into a world few people will ever experience first-hand, and he does so with the skill of a natural storyteller. Highly recommended!